i will not, ever, forgive myself... yet, i must say "i'm sorry" cause what i've done to you - the only men i've ever loved, is so wrong... i made you bealive in something i bealived too... but i guess you were right when you said it was impossibel... i said "no, lets try"... then i screw up... now i'm nothing... i'm just one more... i'm shit...
the only thing i wish is to have a gun... with the wright quantity of bullets inside... than, i would kill every girl like me that made you bealive and desapointed you... in the end, there would be me, and there would be just one more bullet...
BUM...
it would be my turn, and i wouldn't hesitate for a second... would it be better? i dont know... would it bring some peace? hell yes! i don't deserve anything i have... how could i? i'm really nothing... only now i know it!
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