sweaty...

sometimes i just don't get it...
how can it be that i think about someone
and have feelings about someone else?
"sweaty it is the way it is..."

but i trully love him
it's just he is here
and i like him too
"sweaty it is the way it is..."

is it love?
is it pain?
is it just me?
"sweaty it is just what it is..."

and you... what are you doing in my life?
why are you being so importante..
why do i need you?
"sweaty, he is what he is..."

if this take the course i wish is will
it'll be ok
but i'm not seeing it...
"sweaty, future will show what it will be..."

i don't think you feel the same
i guess i'm the only one
looking for this
"sweaty, close your eyes and find some peace..."

bullet

i will not, ever, forgive myself... yet, i must say "i'm sorry" cause what i've done to you - the only men i've ever loved, is so wrong... i made you bealive in something i bealived too... but i guess you were right when you said it was impossibel... i said "no, lets try"... then i screw up... now i'm nothing... i'm just one more... i'm shit...

the only thing i wish is to have a gun... with the wright quantity of bullets inside... than, i would kill every girl like me that made you bealive and desapointed you... in the end, there would be me, and there would be just one more bullet...

BUM...

it would be my turn, and i wouldn't hesitate for a second... would it be better? i dont know... would it bring some peace? hell yes! i don't deserve anything i have... how could i? i'm really nothing... only now i know it!

fácil de entender (?)

The Gift - fácil de entender

Talvez por não saber falar de cor, imaginei
Talvez por saber
o que não será melhor, aproximei
Meu corpo é o teu corpo, o
desejo entregue a nós...sei lá eu o que queres dizer.
Despedir-me de ti, "Adeus, um dia, voltarei a ser feliz."
Eu já não sei se sei o que é sentir o teu amor não sei o que é
sentir.
Se por falar, falei, pensei que se falasse era
fácil de entender.
Talvez por não saber falar de cor,
imaginei.
Triste é o virar de costas, o último adeus sabe
Deus o que quero dizer.
Obrigado por saberes cuidar de
mim, tratar de mim, olhar para mim...
Escutar quem sou e
se ao menos tudo fosse igual a ti...
Eu já não sei se sei
o que é sentir o teu amor não sei o que é sentir.
Se por
falar, falei, pensei que se falasse era fácil de entender.
Eu já não sei se sei o que é sentir o teu amor não sei o que é
sentir.
Se por falar, falei, pensei que se falasse era
fácil de entender. É o amor que chega ao fim. Um final assim,
assim é mais fácil de entender... Eu já não sei se sei o que é
sentir o teu amor não sei o que é sentir.
Se por falar,
falei, pensei que se falasse é mais fácil de entender.
Eu
já não sei se sei o que é sentir o teu amor não sei o que é
sentir.
Se por falar, falei, pensei que se falasse era
fácil de entender.

...

I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel (gabr)iel

I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He's been there since the very start
My angel (gabr)iel
My angel (gabr)iel

Bless the day he came to be
Angel's wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel (gabr)iel
My angel (gabr)iel
My angel (gabr)iel

broken promisses

we used to be fighters
we used to be strong
but now we split
we are only two more

i guess it is my falt
although you think is yours
but in this darkness i'm leaving
i know i have the lost

why we are like this now
i didn't really understand yet...
but i know i couldn't stand
another day like that

i wish we were still that flight
that unperfect perfection...
but know we crashed
i lost our direction

what to do i don't know
what to think even less
but one thing i'm shore
i can't live in this darkness

i know i broke my promisse
but you broke yours too
i can't blame you
i know i pushed you to

now you won't protect me
but i know you would like to
don't feel guilty
in heaven, angels will do it for you...

hope someday you'll find someone
much better than me
someone that won't desapoint you
that gives you what you need

i'm not ready to say goodbye
for that i say "i'm sorry"
but goodbye is forever,
and finding you in the future, i hope maybe

said that i only can say
"good luck"
i hope you know i mean it
"i love you" - someday you'll bealive it

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